Thursday, 8 April 2010

freeky ass needle

HAS ANYONE SEEN THE SIZE OF AN EPIDURAL NEEDLE. W T F.

Operation Sort-Your-Life-Out

I actually had a very productive day yesturday.
Whilst in Topshop changing room trying on clothes I knew I didn't feel comfortable in or look good in I had a revelation. I am not happy about anything right now! So.. what do you do?
make a change! sort it out! 
If I am so unhappy about everything , it's only I who can make a difference and do something about it.

  • Unhappy about body- get exercising and doing Divina then!    

  • Unhappy about home - talk to mum and sort yourself out!

  • Unhappy about appearance - then look in the mirror long and hard and make serious decisions

  • Unhappy about current status- then get out there and find    someone!

  • Unhappy about the way I act - drop the act!
I call it

operation sort your life out!


I also got a nice top from Topshop. Stripppppy babbbbbyy :P

Gigs and rags

Ellie Goulding was surprisingly good . I say it like I'm shocked , but I didn't really want to go if I'm honest haha. Sam's band Disorder the night before was also good , the Straw Hats were pretty cool aswell :)
Decided I'm going to definatly go to college , I think a fresh start is best for all of us. That and I think the people of Trinity will want to kill themselves if they have to endure another 2 years of me haha.

Saw this dress in Past and Present the other day - a 50's style LEOPARD PRINT lil thang. I love it. But there's many problems.
1. will I look like a dick
2. will it fit.
3. will it go with my hair
4. do I really want it.
... the choices girls have to make haha.

Saturday, 3 April 2010

...

good things come to those who wait
well my friend , it's out the gate.
what goes up must come down,
a chearful smile. a sorrow-filled frown.

as the division of happiness, joy , takes it's toll.
Like they said ' she's lost control'
spinning out of time and space.
smeared lipstick and scars lay on my face.
'your life' he said 'is a disgrace
Remember this aint a scene - it's a god damn arms race'.
I say 'this aint a game it's a god damn horse race'.
This princess will fall from grace.
I don't see no history in the eyes on your face.
I see hurt , regret , death , fear.
You're no longer welcomed here.

This is how I see you dear.